This is the same title of the song mike chang sang in glee episode 4 “Duets” as I remember. I don’t want to check if it’s correct cause I don’t feel like being safe. Anyway the song expresses how I feel. I feel like I can’t sing at all which, for the people who knows me well, is a lie. I’m not bragging or anything. It’s just that I could most probably carry a tune. It’s just that sometimes, like this time, I feel like I can’t. I’m practicing a while ago for our practice tomorrow. I’m try to listen to myself and try to correct my faults. I don’t know if it’s because my voice is tired or if I’m too sleepy or if it’s because of my sinus problem thingy, but it seems like I can’t sing a song properly. Like, I could sing some parts but the others I can’t which is completely useless. Why can’t I sing a whole song? It feels so pathetic. And I feel like I can not most definitely sing. Bottomline I’m not confident with my singing especially songs that are really fast. It feels like the words will trip any minute and then a big splat on wherever they trip. I get tongue tied when singing fast songs or when I say lyrics too fast. And I seem to be having a problem with continuous “R” sounds. And for the songs with that certain push or something from the singer. I don’t have that push that rock singers have. I’m more or the slow music, easy flowing stuff. I think I’ll fail. Much worse on the 10th cause there’ll be a lot of people and I’ll be nervous so I’ll be chattering and all. UGH. Though this is so awesome. I really feel that I’ll fail.
